Wednesday, December 23, 2009

The Storm


I can't help but smile today.  We have a blizzard coming, and everyone's plans for Christmas are up in the air.  Talk to anyone and that is the talk.  So - why am I smiling?  Well, I imagine that God has a perfect plan in this.  Isn't it just like him to send a major snow storm to help us slow down?  It's as if he is saying - "excuse me, but LISTEN - slow down and take in the bithday of my son - enough already!" 

AND I imagine that this year, more than others, my family will have quality time together and that we'll focus more on Jesus and the season, instead of the presents and the business. 

Don't get me wrong, I don't imagine that he doesn't want us to do any presents or see family.  If wtih the right heart, I think he rejoices in those things.  I just think that we've allowed ourselves to get things out of perspective a bit.  So, perhaps instead of cursing the storm, we should stop and say "THANK YOU" or "I'm LISTENING"

I am praying for safety during this storm.  I'm praying for the homeless and those without food.  What a terrible time for them.  Be near God, and protect.  But I'm also praying that in the slowness of it, that we can remember who sent the storm, and that we can worship him in wonder. 

Friday, December 18, 2009


He is Here...




This song has been running through my head today amongst the Christmas music that I so love. Listen to it and absorb the words.



As I think about the nearness of Christmas, I'm awed by the birth of Jesus. While we rush to buy presents, wrap them, and attend parties, we are the crux of the celebration of the birth of our Savior. I imagine him lying in a manager and this song echoing in the back ground. He is here, halleuia, he is here, amen.. he is here - here him calling out your name, he is here, you can touch him, you will never be the same.



That's what this is all about. This crazy busy season. HE is here... He came in flesh and blood. He died for our sins, and we will never be the same again. AMEN!!!



On Christmas day, I've decided this year to start a seasonal prayer and fasting from Christmas to Easter. First and foremost, to make me acknowledge the majesty of our God. Second, to uplift the Compel conference and other conferences I will be involved in prior to Easter. HE is here, and I am calling out to him. I want him to know that I worship and adore him. I also want to invite him here... to our conference, where we desire to unite women for Him.



Father God, we thank you for being here, for coming here, and for leaving the spirit to dwell within us. We pray that you will remind us of your presence. we know that where 2 or 3 are gathered in your name you are there. However, we also long for you to be present in a magnificent way. Come like a rushing wind and move each one of us as we attempt to learn how to "Draw Near to you!" We love you God, and we love this season. May we not love it for the presents or the food, but for the gift of your son coming to Earth. He is here, and coming again. AMEN!

Sunday, December 6, 2009

I'm Alive, I'm Alive, I'm Alive, I'm Alive

I'm Alive, I'm alive, I'm alive, I'm alive....

I've been praying for headache healing for quite a while now.  Tonight I was lifting up and asking for prayers as I struggle with one.

I began to have the tune I'm alive, I'm alive, I'm alive, I'm alive on my lips.  We sing this at Harp & Bowl.  While I showered with Emma we sang and danced to this.  (Sorry for the visual!) 

As Tom gets her settled for bed, I decide to go to one of my favorite prayer room internet sites.  I get it up, and guess what they are singing...

I'm alive, I'm alive, I'm alive, I'm alive...  WOW!!!

Many may call this coincidence, but I can't help but think that God gave me that song and led me to this site for tonight.  I had been praying for release so that I could live in fullness with my children.  The headache is still there, but my heart is lifted.  He is always there and don't ask me why I am always amazed that He speaks to us and through us.  I'm moved beyond words!  Thank you Jesus for your love and for this hope tonight.  I'm Alive and I'm in love with you!